*cough* well, hello. it's been awhile since I've written a new journel on dA xD
To tell you the truth, I gave up on drawing and focused on something new. That's right
a veternarian. So that would mean no more drawing for me.
At first i wanted to become a game designer and stuff like that, but then I realize... C'mon who wants a job that makes you sit in front of a computer and draw 24/7 and stress about so many things. Lets face it, we'd hate that job... well for those of you who don't hate that job then... *no comment*
When I'm around animal I'm really calm and peaceful, doing a job that actually saves a life, even if that's an animal. You might as, why not become a DOCTOR? Aha, well lets just say I don't want to do surgery, learn about the human system, medical, and ugh most of all being in a hospital at night D: I mean after all of those big hits on horror movie like uhm... the grudge? YES, the grudge, oh I just HATE IT @ w @ *very emotional about this*
So that's a good reason why o.o; well to me ._.
I'm glad i gave up drawing though o: It's maybe because I hate screwing up on my drawings that makes me automatically pissed off.........
Besides being an artist is expensive. You gotta like buy your little tablet, copic markers, fancy shmancy little pencil, some pro erasers, lineart pen(UGH), and all that STUFF D:

Currently I'm heading for UC Davis right now, although.. I may not make it... BUT I MUST BELIEVE 8D

Good bye~ <3